Thinking of you both Every Day

Saturday, August 30, 2014

I am sitting here at the computer working.  We have a large picture board that I can see from where I sit and your pictures are on there with your daddy.  I look at you both every day of my life. You both are so precious.  I just want to jump into the picture and hug you both.  Hug you like I used to do when I could see you. I so hope you can remember.  I miss you both so much.

I also have pictures of you both in our bedroom and around the house.  Everyone that comes over loves them and wishes they could know you as well.

I had so much fun being around you both for the short time that it was.  I was never allowed to bring you over to our house.  That also saddens me.  I always wished we could have you for a weekend, or even overnight or just for the day.  That would have been so much fun. 

I’m so hoping Jenna that you are still singing.  I think of your ever so sweet voice & wish I could hear it again.  You really could sing so well.  YOU TOO Dominic….You sang a little for me.  I hope you kept it up too. You both got your Daddy’s voice.  He loved to sing too.  I don’t think you know this, but your Daddy tried out for American Idol!  He didn’t make the cut, but he had fun auditioning for the show.

Your cousins Isabella, Sara & Sophie have great singing voices too.  I told them how good you are too.  Your cousins Dante & Gabe are both the sport young men.  Both are into baseball & football.  Someday they hope to see you both.  They would love it so much.

I’m hoping you have a fun Labor Day weekend.  Although I know you will not read this till much, much later.  When, I don’t know, but someday.

I keep praying your Mom & grandparents will somehow see how wrong they are in keeping you from us.  I keep praying that they will know the sadness and hurt they have put upon us all & will realize that what they have done and are doing is one of the utmost hurtful inhumane things one can do to your Daddy’s side of the family and what an injustice it is to you both as well. 

Always know you are in my heart, and in the hearts of every member of your Daddy’s side of the family.  We all miss you tremendously and pray for you every day.

Love you forever,

Your Grandma PJ

PJ LiBrandi

Paula Jo LiBrandi

Some Pictures for you to see Jenna Rayne LiBrandi & Dominic Dubs LiBrandi taken in 2014

This is your Grandpa John (Your Daddy's Daddy) & your Uncle Joe

This was taken on your Grandpa's "71st" Birthday.  How I wish you were here to celebrate it with us.
His birthday is August 2nd.

This is a picture of your Cousins.  Sophia LiBrandi, Sara LiBrandi & Gabe LiBrandi.  This was Gabes 8th Birthday.  Taken August 24th.

This is a picture of Me, Grandma PJ, your Aunt Dana LiBrandi Lomma, Aunt Michelle, your cousins Dante & Isabella Lomma.  We were in San Diego with them for vacation.

These are just a few of many I will post in the days, months & years ahead for you both.  I love you.
Grandma PJ...XOXOXOXOX

August 27, 2014 To my precious Grandchildren Jenna Rayne LiBrandi & Dominic Dubs Librandi

August 27, 2014
Dearest Jenna & Dominic....
I know both of your birthdays have passed.  Jenna, you are now 9 & Dominic you are now 7.  It breaks my heart that me & the rest of this family are not allowed to celebrate with you.  I can only tell you that I love you so very much, as does your Grandpa John, Aunt Michelle & Uncle Joe as well as all your Aunts, Uncles and Cousins.
I used to be able to go on Facebook & every so often would be able to see a picture of you both, but that too was taken away from me just a couple of weeks ago.  I just cried & cried. It was all I had left. Your mom shut down her FB page.  I know neither your Mom or grandparents want us to have any communication with you.  I so PRAY to God above that that will change once you are grown up to find us.  I PRAY that you both will be open to hear our side of the story.  Your daddy's family are all good loving people.
Your Daddy's second angelversary in heaven is nearing. It will be Sept. 10th we are all 2 years without him.  My heart is so very heavy.  We all miss him so much.  I look so forward to the day we can all sit with you & talk to you both about your wonderful daddy who loved you so very much.  You both were the apple of his eye..
I know you probably always wonder why?  Just know that we would do NOTHING to hurt either one of you, therefore, we choose now to let things be until you are older.  Old enough to understand & old enough to make decisions for yourselves.  ALWAYS know that there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you both, pray for you both & wish you were in our lives.
My heart breaks knowing you are out there, so very close & we cannot be with you.  May GOD protect & keep you both....You are eternally in my heart & in the hearts of every member of the LiBrandi family....
Love you eternally....Your Grandma PJ  XOXOXOXOXOXOX
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